Saturday, May 30, 2009

A sentence for each thought is all I can spare at the moment.

In their eagerness to recruit the best, they ignore those who love them and take in those who merely hate everyone else.

I really wish bands would put up explanations to their lyrics.

Simran recently wrote "which guy buys a girl a flower, just for the fun of it or because they know she loves those flowers? very, very, very few," and I earnestly agree!

10 more days.


Sachin in Singapore!

Initially wanted to try for the Golden Point Awards this year, but oh well, maybe next time.

Monday, May 18, 2009

This is from an unreliable website.

But it's still very addictive..

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)
Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men.
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.


Try it!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

டெஸ்ட் போஸ்ட்

இது எப்படி?

இனிமேல் தமிழ் லிரிக்ஸை கூட டைப் பண்ணலாம்!



"இவள் யாரோ யாரோ தெரியாதே,
இவள் பின்னால் நெஞ்சே போகாதே
இது பொய்யோ மெய்யோ தெரியாதே,
இவள் பின்னால் நெஞ்சே போகாதே."

I just read a good book.

"Shed not for me your bitter tears

Nor give thy soul to vain regret

'Tis but a casket lying here,

The gem that fled it glitters yet."

That was the inscription on a tombstone in the book I just read, Rush Home Road. At this point in the book, an old lady, Addy, has returned to her hometown, Rusholme (clever name huh. Rush Home.) for the first time after running away as a teenager, and realises that the man she loved, and thought was dead at 17, actually lived to a ripe old age, and she could have met him had she mustered the courage to return home earlier.

I made it sound like a soppy story, but really, it isn't. I don't read soppy stuff.

It's almost as if the inscription on the tombstone was meant for her. Sweet.

Friday, May 08, 2009

Sometimes I wonder why this even exists.

This blog, I mean. Not the place where the title goes.


So here's what's been happening:

Work is completely over. Which is a great relief.

My grandmother and cousin sister came down from India, and it's fun showing them around.

Violin exam is drawing closer and closer. Am very very nervous.

ICS Night '09! Loved it. Despite all the trouble they went through earlier, they pulled it off. As always. =] Thank goodness for Dhevy and Sneha and Sharrvesh, especially that last day.

I fell suddenly and terribly sick! I hate falling sick, it hurts my pride. =D

I've got into NTU but haven't heard from NUS, which is very uncomfortable, to say the least.


That's a measly summary, but I'm not in the mood for elaboration.. My phone demands attention. 3000 messages are killin all the functions.


And I need to think of a pseudonym.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

In a fit of nostalgia.

Returned from India exactly one week back. It was a wild week! The various pre-wedding ceremonies, buying the bride's (my cousin's) bangles, the engagement, the wedding itself, the movie with the cousins, the get-together at the restaurant, the sleepover, the early-morning fun at the beach. And all the talking and secrets and teasing and laughing. One memorable, fun-filled week.




Unfortunately, I don't have the pictures with me at the moment. Except for this:


Sister, cousin sister, cousin brothers and uncle.

Ajit couldn't make it to the beach, so 6 of us cousins woke up at 5am and walked to the beach. We passed by (ironically) the Tamil movie actor Ajit's house on the way!

The waves were terrific, we took turns standing with our backs to the sea to see who could remain standing after a wave hit us. I don't think any of us could.

(this gets sentimental from here)

But the waves couldn't separate a row of cousins holding hands, laughing as the spray hit their faces. The waves couldn't separate a circle of siblings bound by more than their hands. When we returned home, it took ages for all of us to finish bathing, and to clear up all the sand on the floor and in our hair and everywhere. We didnt do too good a job I guess, our clothes were still full of sand and I had to keep pulling out grains of sand from my hair the next day. Yesterday, back in Singapore, I happened to wear the same pant at home. I was sitting on the bed, and when I got up, the bed was covered with sand that survived one hand wash and one machine wash. I collected it and put it away for safekeeping. Things that last must be treasured.

I think I'm finally done with the major part of work. So now it's gonna be violin-go to school help out with cricket and ICS-violin-meet people you haven't met for a while-violin-get back to writing poetry-violin-write letters and make cards-violin. Sounds fun =]

I bought The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks recently, with a 20% discount I had at Borders. Badly wanted to get some poetry but I didn't have enough money and the voucher was about to expire. It's a lovely story.

"And I learned what is obvious to a child. That life is simply a collection of little lives, each lived one day at a time. That each day should be spent finding beauty in flowers and poetry and talking to animals. That a day spent with dreaming and sunsets and refreshing breezes cannot be bettered. But most of all, I learned that life is about sitting on benches next to ancient creeks with my hand on her knee and sometimes, on good days, for falling in love."

Am also in the midst of reading Raymond Carver's short stories, on Mr Teo's recommendation. He once told us that Raymond is THE best short-story writer ever.

Interview with NTU on Thursday was quite alright. The test before that was great because I could write about the much-adored book The Great Gatsby. The prof interviewing me, Walter, was great to talk to. We talked about The Great Gatsby and The Lord of the Rings and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and Raymond Carver and lots of other things in between. And I made a new friend, Annabella =]

Back to violin now. Anyone wants to go to the beach next week? Send me an sms if you do =]

Monday, March 30, 2009

I now have a CPF account,

because of work, which has been pretty time-consuming, but I'm almost done. I hope to finish by Friday, before going to India for a week for a cousin's wedding.

Work made me miss some things, like trainings, and Saranya's birthday surprise and the S43 lunch and helping the juniors with ICS stuff and the camp. But there still was time for the almost-midnight beach gathering with the juniors! That was fun, sitting on the rocks with Hasinah and Thilanga and Lincon and Ganesh and the J1s, playing silly games until it started raining. And walking home alone in the rain at midnight, since I had work the next day and couldn't stay over.

And there's more to look forward to: full day with Dhevy, treating the senior, meeting the younger bro, the Meet-up that Kept Getting Postponed (look R, that could be the title of another bad bad book), lunch with Laura (girl I still haven't borrowed The Giver. At least I remember the name!), and I really should get around to contacting Simran and Co. (See, Simmer! I made you a business woman already!)

But work itself is quite enjoyable. The 'boss' is a fantastic guy, and I made quite a few friends. Plus, it's a refreshing change to hear so much classical music. For anyone who understands, the T V Sankaranarayanan and Sikkil Gurucharan concerts were especially good. They, together with the percussion guys and the dance teacher and the peon and some of my colleagues made me love work.

With no time to read poetry, I have taken to composing haikus in my head to and from work, because sometimes I can't find the time to write them down and haikus are the easiest to remember. Here's one. Once again, it has nothing to do with me.

What's it gonna take
To get me where I belong:
On your speed dial?


I should probably start packing for the wedding, since this is my only day off. And seriously practise for that final violin exam.

There's this absolutely poetic Tamil movie song running through my head that I should try to translate and put here. Here are a couple of lines of attempted translation (that completely remove the beauty of the lines, but oh well):

You are the wind and I am a tree,
I will nod at anything you tell me.

You are the rain and I am the ground,
Where ever you fall, I'll hold you safe and sound.

You are the night and I am a star,
Only as long as you are there, can I shine from afar.

Ok, that sounds silly. And it isn't an exact translation, I twisted the meanings a little for the rhyme to work. I shouldn't attempt translations.

Have a good week ahead! All the best to all cricket boys for the tournament!

Friday, March 06, 2009

Three months of mental preparation and the time has finally come.


"May it be, when darkness falls
Your heart will be true."