Friday, July 11, 2008

Sisterhood

Mia this is for you. =]






What does it mean to have a sister?



Bursting out into hearty laughter at the smallest things.


Saying the same things at the same time, and pretending to be irritated by it though we secretly love it.



Secret smiles and glances for things no one else notices or understands.



Speaking using secret codenames.


Telepathy.


Buying matching things. I can never understand why people don't like wearing the same kinda thing as another person. My sister and I have worn things in pairs often, since we were young, often coincidentally.


Reading each others' minds.


Just "knowing".


SMSing/MSNing each other cos we have to keep talking even when we're not together.


Hilarious conversations.


Serious conversations.


Normal conversations.


Weird conversations.


Fights that have record times. And by that i mean extremely short fights. 3 seconds is our record. And 10 minutes is probably the longest time we can resist not talking to each other.


Forgetting all arguments in a second if something funny happens. Like a song we both laugh at being played. [remember that one mia? that was gonna be a hard one to ignore =P ]


Teaching me the ways of life. My sister taught me that all living things have to die someday. And she was only 6 or 7 at the time.


Pulling me back to ground when my head's in the clouds. She says i'm an idealist.


Running across roads, she grabs hold of my hand. Cos she doesnt want me to hesitate.


Giving me a million nicknames, none of which are suitable to mention here. I never gave her a nickname of my own accord. Nothing sums up who she is more than her own name.


Surprise gifts. Especially when one of us goes overseas- we spend a lot on the other.


The perfect running partner, cos we have the same stride and stamina.


Being similar in thought but so so different in the way we look.

Singing together. Our voices match, and we always know what phrase the other is gonna sing. And we always forget the same lines of a song, and remember them at the same time too.

Playing badminton at the rear void deck. Or goodminton, as we used to joke when we were young. We have our own terminologies for different speeds, etc, and we always try to keep the shuttlecock airborne for as long as possible, which is why we enjoy it so much. We play FOR each other, not against.


Soulmates. =]



I'm not done with this yet. But then again, it's never possible to finish. Language is limited. The essence of sisterhood can't be put down into words.



sowmya:
how come you're online?
shreya:
cos i'm home. i have research work
sowmya:
oh ok..
sowmya:
MUNCHIE
sowmya:
oops sorry for caps
shreya:
donut?
shreya:
isnt that munchy
sowmya:
how do u read my mind man
sowmya:
i mean, how do you know i feel like eating sth
sowmya:
someone else might have said 'what munchie'
shreya:
i'm your sister, you idiot
sowmya:
ya but still
sowmya:
gosh my future husband should be like this man
shreya:
sth's wrong with you. i think you're on a high
shreya:
but anw yea mine too
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for those of you who understand tamil:



shreya:
at the end of the post
sowmya:
o ok...
sowmya:
haha OOPS
shreya:
caught? =P
sowmya:
well some of them have already seen me msning anw
shreya:
tsk
shreya:
and an intern at that
sowmya:
lolo
shreya:
lolo-nnu alaiyama ozhunga velaiye paaru
sowmya:
................
shreya:
actually you came up with that. when we were talking to goki online
sowmya:
IS IT???
sowmya:
haha stop it man... i was grinning away as one of the senior auditors walked past
shreya:
HAHAHA

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Why I can't blog.

Blogging was never meant for people like me. I never was a very public person. Most of the time, I forget that I'm blogging for someone to read. Once in a while I keep it in mind, and end up with a post that doesn't sound like it was written by me. Or since I'm aware someone's reading, it sounds too covered up, too secretive. And makes me feel slightly embarrassed when I read it. Or sounds extremely forced. With short sentences. And lots of stops. Like this one.

I'm not surprised when people say they don't understand my posts. They probably aren't meant to be easily understood anyway. Sometimes I myself don't understand what I mean. But I like the way I post and I don't think it'll change.

I love poetry. Out of all I've written, I personally feel 'Lovers and Leaves' is the nicest.

Oh well I really don't know what else to talk about here. I can't even think of something to put as my personal message on msn. It's been blank for ages cos I just can't think of anything.

SPAIN!! =]

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Finally free to study.

It's been a long time eh. This is gonna be a pretty long post with a lot of thank you-s.

Okay, first the girls' cricket tournament. Not many people know about us, which is why i'm extra glad that we still made it through, despite so many disadvantages and things working against us. We were the only completely inexperienced team (cos other teams used all their senior players but we don't have that many people so everyone plays, and besides the year 2s haven't played before either), we didn't have a coach, we didn't manage to train properly with the light bats since we got them so late (in fact, we wouldn't have gotten them at all if vaishu hadn't done it herself- teacher IC was kinda unreliable.), we had just about enough people so we didn't manage to play games among ourselves (unlike other teams with dozens of people), some of the teams had national players, or adults who have been playing for years, and we didn't even have a proper place to train, since we needed enough space to work on the basics and get them right, and the tennis coach didn't like it when we trained at the basketball court. But we still did anyway.

BUT we still played really well! The whole team improved over the 5 games, and our bowling was superb. There's real talent on the team. Such a pity it's not recognised and developed. But we were invited to join the team that trains at SCA and to train with them! And people didn't realise we don't have a coach until we told them so. I'm so proud of the girls for sticking by me even in the most unsure and bleak situations and for never giving up. I'll bet we had the most interesting and fun and dedicated trainings!

A BIG BIG thank you to our senior sundar, who came down when we were training and was our temporary coach! And we REALLY appreciate that you bought us cricket balls from india and refused to let us pay. We couldn't have done it without your guidance and help and will to see us play. Also, a big thank you to lincon and ganesh, who took initiative and bothered to help us out whenever they could! We really appreciate it, guys. Thanks loads. Another thank you to raghav, who gave us four synthetic balls to train with after we were told we couldnt use cricket balls. And of course, thank you to everyone else who supported us- you people were real morale boosters!- dhevy, simran, amu, sneha, thiru, the cricket guys, everyone else!

Now it's time for me to pass the beacon on, and i'm sure the year 1s will continue to bring girls' cricket to greater achievements. =] It's gonna be really weird not being in the team anymore, i'm sure all the year 2s feel the same. Girls- we'll train with the year 1s again after the As!


Then there were the various sports finals. Congratulations to both soccer teams- you people are champions always =] Congratulations to all other sports teams, as well as the cheerleading team, drama syf, and everyone who brought the school glory in any way.

Then was Majestia, the band's concert. It was the first one i'd been to in four years, and i really enjoyed it! The music carried me away =) Good job, band!


THEN was ICS night. Much less manpower compared to last year, but we still pulled off the show despite the usual setbacks and last-minute changes and modifications and improvisations. I find it really hard to describe the whole experience in words, so do forgive me if i sound mechanical. There were so many failed plans, but so many successful changes too. So much tension, but so much determination and hardwork and fun too. I'm really proud of the exco and every single member, for putting in so much effort and sacrificing precious study time. It was kinda scary- seeing the way everyone was so energetic even if they hadn't eaten the whole day, especially ganesh and lincon and amu. Not forgetting all the girls who were in numerous dances, like thiru and pushpa, and had to rush like mad during the full dress rehearsals and the real day. I need to thank so many people-

Dhevy- For pushing us till the very end and not giving up hope, ICS night would have been a goner if not for your wonderful job as president. Thank you for doing so much and sacrificing so much for ICS. And your parents too. And bro. And your cousins. In fact, your whole family. =D

Amu- For being an extremely wonderful, patient and efficient vice-pres and for doing a lot of the liaising and choreography and for all the sms-es and encouragement. And much thanks to your mum as well!

Simran- For making our practices so much fun and so full of laughter, and for holding out till the very end =] and much thanks to your mum too, for helping out!

Rama- For bearing with all the nonsense that was directed at you and for helping out with so much stuff and for dancing! Thanks to dev for dancing too! =D

Lincon- For all your hard work and perseverance and energy and patience and choreography. Thanks loads man! Couldn't have managed it without you! Really appreciate that you and ganesh were there at every practice from beginning to end.

Ganesh- For your invaluable help with the mixing and cutting and your enthusiasm even though you were really really sick and tired. Can't thank you enough! And haha i kept forgetting that you couldn't eat, which was why i kept asking you to. =P

Thiru- For being in so many dances and for infecting us with your lovely humour and enthusiasm! Your freestyling to random songs was very enjoyable =D Also, for staying calm and not losing your cool even when things were unpleasant.

Pushpa, Vaishu and Saranya- For being so busy yet having so much fun and making the whole atmosphere lighten =)

Sneha- For being so understanding and always offering to help.

Michelle and Saravanan- For being wonderful emcees and helping us stall for time!

Ranjan- For cooperating and for bringing your bike to school!

All the Year 1s- For working sooo hard and being so cooperative and self-initiated!

Sakthish and Gautam and Manraj and Ranjan and Koganti- For the music video! =D And sakthish for agreeing to dance, thanks again =)

Our seniors- Shiva and Sharrvesh and Lalit and Shilpa and Akanksha and Nivedh and Sasi and Priya and Brian and Dinesh and Kumar and Sowmya and Nadia Ayesha and Nadia Begum and i hope i didn't miss out anyone- For coming down and supporting us =]

All friends and supporters- whether or not you could make it in the end. Thanks a lot!

Sai Subra- For helping us record the whole thing.

Shamir and the other CT Councillers- For helping with ushering and at the ticket booth.

And Mr Veera of course, for agreeing to let us have ICS Night in the first place, and for all the help and support and tolerance.

I sincerely hope i didn't miss out anyone, i'm sorry if i did!


My 7th year violin exam was yesterday. Hope it sounded ok. I was told that my eyes looked sunken and scary when i was on stage. I suppose that was just the general tiredness and the fever. Haha more thank yous i can't leave out:

Sowmya for drilling me with theory for 2 and a half hours instead of half an hour, and for trying to calm me down, and for standing outside the classroom for one and a half hours during the second half of the exam to hear me play.

Raghav for coming down and for giving me tips, as well as for all the encouragement earlier, like those smile messages =] And thanks to your mum too!

Reema for coming down on sunday not knowing that it was postponed, i'm really sorry about that! Also for wishing me for the real thing! I owe you a treat!

Nandita- for your encouragement and luck! I tell you, i probably scraped through only by luck. Hehe.


Chem and Physics and Maths demand attention now. Have a fruitful holiday, people! (If there's anyone still reading.) =]

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

'Long Live the car crash hearts.'

If i see any of you around, and I don't acknowledge you, please don't take it personally! I was probably deep in thought about something else. I only realise you were smiling or waving after you've gone. I promise it won't happen often.

Dance concert was really really good. Laura's first-time choreography was fantastic! I liked the whole butterfly concept. I remember the many times you would take out your dance notebook and borrowed 10cents/20cents coins and start arranging them =) Congratulations to all dancers, laura shakura and amoudtha in particular!

To everyone to wants me to go for strings concert/band concert/harmonica concert/choir concert - I'm sorry but I really don't think i can! I'd dearly love to go for all but I'm afraid I can't.


3 weeks to ICS Night. (!!)



Hero/Heroine by Boys Like Girls is my current favourite song.

"And I don't know why you'd even try,
But I won't lie.
You caught me off guard..."

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Lovers and Leaves

Like two fresh leaves we are,
Peeping through the branches.
Too shy to stare too hard,
One waiting as one approaches.

The wind brings your scent to me,
Strong and clear in the forest.
We will soon break free,
And dance with the wind around us.

Like two green leaves we are,
Going where life blows us.
No matter if we wander far,
No wind separates us.

The rain, though it pours,
Is to our skins mere drizzle.
No season, wet or coarse,
Can ever bear to chisel.

Such is the beauty of our love,
That nature itself is awed.
We have no means of flower or dove
Yet our love is never flawed.

Like two brown leaves are we,
Wrinkled, yet floating along.
Our lives may be ending, but you see,
Our natural love will live long.

Once we are dead, the wind in the sky
Will rock us to sleep with a last lullaby.
The sun will warm our tomb of earth
And the rain will wash our pillows of dirt.

When we are one with the soil, we will then feed
With our strong love's nutrients, a little seed.
This little seed will grow and grow,
And very soon, time will show,

Our life-giving love's fruitful produce,
A strong tree, our strength is reused.
People will wonder at this tree,
And our love, on paper they'll see.

And so my love, no sonnets for you,
Only my heart, which is yours through and through.
We'll be like leaves, enjoying the ride,
Even if it's over, it's no rule we have to abide.

Our love will continue, on and on,
Through oak and fir and teak,
Our love will continue, on and on,
Though never a word do we speak.


I'm not lovestruck, i was just watching the rain in the trees yesterday morning, and got inspired. =)

Thursday, April 03, 2008

I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Really really really busy. Liasing for cricket friendly, training for cricket tournament + admin issues for tournament, ICS Night practices and money matters, chem review test, KI independent study, violin exam concert, keeping up with school work, training for standing broad jump, writing letters, remembering birthdays. =)

Won't be here for a while.





The laughter on your face is the smile in my heart.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Until the stars are all alight.


Arts Day was pretty interesting. We had fun at salsa, then baked in the sun for a while at the parade square. The magician/contortionist/fire-eater guy was fantastic, but it was irritating the way he kept addressing everyone as though we were primary school kids. Personally, i think all the bands were really cool, but a junior college isn't the best place for them to perform.

We went for lunch after that, and then back to school for training, sharing 2 umbrellas between 5 of us and getting completely drenched. Met the rest of the girls at school, and man i'm glad it stopped raining soon after that. Training was hard work and fun as usual, and we left school at around 8.15 after a little bit of salsa on our own (amu's a great teacher!) and after watching the guys practise their dance for a little while.


Training is gonna get more intensive from next week, girls! I'm so glad we're all so cooperative and hardworking and bonded!

Friday, March 14, 2008

A Whole New World

I'm in love with this. Their voices can convey so much more than just words. And this is just their very first recording!