A minute's walk through my brain.

This time I think I'll wait for you to remember instead of reminding you but there's always the little question or is it a big question of what if you forget altogether I never used to have that doubt but recently it feels like I hardly know you but then again you never really knew me either I don't want anyone to think I'm emo-ing cos I'm not and what's that smell? the MP3 player I haven't touched for years is playing old-school music that reminds me of primary school but the house is in a mess and this can hardly be called stream-of-consciousness because either the thoughts go too fast to put them all down don't you like the sound of my keyboard or my mind goes strangely blank and blocks itself like Snape deflects Harry's curses what am I supposed to type next when I know a couple of people might read this which makes me wanna tell you not to wonder what the heck I'm saying cos because b-e-c-a-u-s-e that's an old habit of spelling out words I probably won't be able to tell you anyway I have a letter to finish and post how many stamps do you reckon it takes and though minds are fascinating things I think they definitely d-e-f-i-n-i-t-e-l-y my friend in Sec1 taught me to remember how to spell that definitely can't be put into words like I'm trying to do now cos it sounds messy and is just a shadow shadow reminds me of Hasinah's e-mail address shadow of the real thing my brain seems to be very active just like that birthdate-horoscope said I like that horoscope don't you think it's strange that I took so long to type this out when they passed through my head so quickly every glance is killing me line from a song playing earlier I like that I can remember lyrics and birthdays and phone numbers and lines from books why doesn't it work for Chem and Physics I guess I never really tried I hope my brain is always this active I suddenly really really miss Paka River Camp and the Japan trip this is tiring did I already say that? and now I don't know when to stop I guess now would be a good time cos because this is getting too long dhevy you'd probably say it isn't and I didn't write this keeping in mind that others would read it but people would say that's impossible but anyway let me tell anyone who's reading this that I'm not as mixed-up as this makes you're a chance-taker heartbreaker got me wrapped around your finger more lyrics I'm not as mixed up is that hyphenated or not? as this makes me seem should I delete this whole thing no I guess I won't.